December 7th, 2023
Dear Reader,
Here I am... in Florida... a hot mess after a big energetic release during our 6am meditation... at Dr. Joe Dispenza's Week Long Advanced Retreat.
If you recall from a previous blog, I wanted to get in with Dr. Joe Dispenza in Florida. And yes, I did get an email notifying me that I was in and yes, I shared (some of) my story, though it was through a letter I quickly wrote and gave his staff member to pass along.
My spiritual friends call me the great manifester, but I don't feel as though I live up to that title. I didn't get to introduce myself to him or "TELL" him my story, as his guardian angels kept us at a distance. (And those guardian angels were truly angels. They supported all of us in the retreat as we did the work we came to do.)
So... I got exactly what I wrote... manifested meeting Dr. Joe... in Florida... and shared my story. I can laugh at this and take note of the gap between what I REALLY wanted though and what I expressed in my haphazzard writing. Becaues what I REALLY wanted was healing. Physical healing, emotional healing, and spiritual healing. I also wanted to honor my deceased mother. And I wanted to assist my Sicilian father in his understanding of life... and my siblings. I wanted to break the bonds of trauma that was in my family.
The day before the retreat was to start, I was visiting my son and daughter in law in North Carolina. I was babysitting my granddaughter so they could have a night away. It was November 11th and on this date Dr. Joe was conducting another "Walk For The World" peace meditation that I wanted to participate in. I thought, what better way to introduce my granddaughter to the spiritual world than this walking meditation on the significant date of 11-11, the night before I was to begin the advanced retreat. Miss Brynlee, at 9 months old, now has a head start in the spiritual world.
On Sunday, November 12, the first evening we met at the retreat, Dr. Joe reviewed his course work that we were to do before coming to the advance retreat, both the Intensive and Progressive courses. Thankfully I did... and reviewed them a second time the week before the retreat. I was elated and feeling so grateful!! I was fully on board with everything he was saying. I felt HE was on board with everything that I had been teaching the past three years also! The day was going great and I had a sudden revelation. So I went to the front desk of the resort to have them print a picture of Brynlee and I on her first "Walk For the World" meditation to give to Dr. Joe.
Call me sentimental... nostalgic... and passionate about this work! I was grateful for so many things!! My flight, which my son helped me secure, my hotel expense which a friend helped me with, and a desire to be part of this big change that was happening in our world. I mean... my whole life the past twelve years had been about manifesting sickness and wellness... back and forth I went.... but I knew we had the power to heal ourself... but JUST HOW FAR... was the question.
Everyone I met the first night... I had no doubt that they could be healed. King Steve was surly going to be healed! He has a story to write and people to lead!
On the second day, I was up at 4:45am, dressed and out the door with pillows and journal in hand by 5am and standing in the line at the doors by 5:15am. We got our seating assignment sent to us right before bed and my group, the red group, got front row on Monday!! I was ELATED!! We would be meditating first thing in the morning and I was going all in and didn't want to be distracted! I sat next to an angel, one of Dr. Joe's volunteers, and felt trully blessed by her presence. I could feel her confidence and her focus yet at the same time, was glad when Dr. Joe would say, "now turn to the person next to you and tell them what I just said". It was a godsend since he is such a fast talker.
Validation came from those whom I sat next to with the belief that ALL THINGS can be healed with the power of the mind!! I needed a healing... and I needed someone else to believe that it was possible too!
How is it possible that some people can heal an ailment, but not all? How is it possible that I asked to meet Dr Joe in Florida and it happened? How is it possible I asked to meet Reid Tracy of Hay House in 2017 and it happened?
Is this the spiritual "woo-woo" stuff incorporating the Law of Attraction as noted in the best seller book, "The Secret" ?
Or
Is this science and the Newtonian Law of Physics, Law of Attraction and Repulsion?
Or
Is it one in the same?
Does it matter?
Until next time... keep contemplating this crazy life!
Live & learn!
Rev. Gail Lynn